월요일, 2월 21, 2005
Midterm break..
Its e midterm break again! Should i be rejoicing over it or should i be lamenting? Exactly which im not too sure myself either. Hm. Rejoicing cos i get to spend 4 otherwise lousy daes at home. Lamenting becos the 4 otherwise lousy daes aint exactly perfect if u think in terms of tests. Yap, the dreaded word that begins with the ominous 'T'. I would prefer to label the midterm break as the last supper. (no religious intentions, for im a free thinker) The last meal before u know, u get executed or sth. Letting us enjoy when apparently over -enjoyment will jus get us killed when all the tests come cascadin down on us when school reopens again. Wats the point behind that u tell me. Cun even enjoy my hols in peace without worryin how much i had done each dae. Sianzzz..Todae is the 21st of feb..time really passes quick. Feel a bit of numbness in my tooth when i drink sth cold. Hope its nothin too serious though. Scary leh. I hate goin to the dentist's. But my mum's goin w me later. *prays hard*
I miss somebody. I know he's in camp right now so he doesnt have time for me. But well, im jus grumbling to myself. Ignore me. There's this guy in my jap class who's married. So nice~ im like totally envious k..*beams brightly* Haha im a true blue piscean. But i read somewhere that Pisceans sometimes can be more in love with the idea of being in love rather den being in love. Is that true? Hm, maybe. I kinda like the idea of being in love too..haha..but hor, my main preoccupation now is to get my skin better. Honestly, i cun stand my own complexion. Its yucky! I know it was much worse last time, but i really hope i can get it to sheer perfection even though i think the odds are higher i wun be able to. But at least i still must give it a try. Hope n hope that one dae i can see an obvious improvement..another thing is my wardrobe..
i cun stand my own clothes either..sigh. I know i mus be sounding like a spoilt brat now..wanting this n wanting that. Am i a high maintanence gal? Probably so, right. Okok..i mus try to restrain..
but im jus tryin to be more den a plain jane! Argh, where did my religously-practised self control go?
I dowan to be jus another gal on the street! No, i cant
, I have to save my money.
Whats with the money? Money is meant to be spent anywae. Noooooooo....
Oops sorry, my spilt personality disorder was just gettin the better of me again. Well u know, sometimes it jus resurfaces without me noticing it. Nah, its nothing too serious. In fact, its just a bad habit of mine since young. Got used to it long time ago alreade.
Where are my new clothes...??? Ohno...somebody save me from this maniac..............................................
또 울어버렸다.. @ 11:58 AM